Mess, conflict, misery

You didn't give a damn about her feelings when you kept pushing for everything she wanted to kept private. Now that her burning passion was extinguished because you kept pushing on. 

For once where she felt so relieved and happy that her hard work paid off, her passion reignited enough to continue. However, now that she finally received something to prove that her hard work paid off, she was disgusted by how you only thought about the results than to feel  happy and proud.  

In the end, nothing ever matters when the results are the most important. You should've thought twice before pressing on about something she was equally worried about. Even when she's stressed or worried, you wouldn't even care or be there for her. Now that she finally knows what matters to you, she wouldn't hesitate to use it to break herself. Hoping that one day, you would feel her stress and her pain. 

Sherm