Insecurity

Insecure. Everyone feels insecure at some point in their life. Natural. Is it exactly natural to feel this way. Often questioning herself and the choices she makes but it's was all different with the way she feel  around him.

Him, a fixture in her life. Often feeling that she wasn't good enough for him. He looked like he just came out from the newest vogue issue and her? Just a normal typical girl next door. The way she tried yet seemingly fail every expectation made. The feeling he gives, foreign enough for her to doubt yet giving her a sense of comfort. The way she moved were nothing compared to his graceful actions, she thought. Reassurance did nothing but to increase her sense of insecurity. She was beautiful, he thought. 

Afterall, beauty is in the eye of the beholder. She couldn't comment on the way he looked at her because she looks at him in the same way too. If only anyone could change the way she perceives herself and be a little more loud, he thought. Gorgeous in his eyes but ugly in her eyes, all about how she looks but yet the vast difference shocks everyone greatly. 

Rant

You always thought that She was in the wrong. You told her that She always think that she's right. You told her that her attitude sucks like sh*t(sorry for language use), am I right? 

Have you thought about her feelings? Have you thought in her point of view or rather in her generation that maybe for that once that she's right?Do you know how she feels whenever you say something like that to her? No, of course you don't. You never think of what others feel, you only think for yourself. Have you tried to think see things from her point of view? You said you went through it during that phase but do you know times have changed?

You told her that she should change her attitude but her attitude is based on how you treat her, her personality is what defines her. Maybe you were the one that caused multiple heartbreaks that she had? I would say that she has put up a wall against you so that she won't go through what has already happened. How you treated her every single time hurts her and you weren't supposed to be that mean to her. Many of the times she just wants to disown you as her relative of any sorts

You broke her heart time and again yet demanding that you deserve her respect? I call that bullsh*t. I say that you should say sorry for how you treated her and respects her choice from now on. So what if she's a minor and you're an adult? It doesn't give you the rights to torture her such that she feels that she shouldn't be born even. She went through so much and don't need more than she's already dealing with. All I can say that you're a mean, selfish, sadist and evil adult. You take joy in torturing her and I can say is that no one would be proud to introduce you to their friends as a family member. No one would even want to introduce you I bet, they will want to hide you from the world as if you're some Ebola disease. Yes, She hates you to the core every single moment spent with you and has to pretend she's happy like she's enjoying torture but she don't...

Maybe that's why she hates you so much....