Why am I always in the wrong, to you? In your perspective, can I ever be right? Why doesn't my way seem to please you? Don't humour me with such a fake smile. Tell me that you can change, please.
I hate you. I do. Why do you disapprove my actions all the time? Why? Tell me I am the same as other in your eyes without being bias. I want the truth. I always wished that things were different.
I never accepting the way you treat me. I just wanted to be equal with others not high up where you are. Change. Please. I can't quite hold onto my sanity anymore with the way things are going.
Just tell me what's in your heart. I fear you the way I shouldn't. Let me find meaning to my life. I want to equate the meaning of my name to the meaning of life. You've given me this name but you can't let me grasp it fully.
You probably don't understand
Most people don't
You will never understand
How much anger
How much self hatred
How much hurt
Someone have
To take a razor to themselves
And cut into their own skin
-Shermaine
