Saturday, 12 April 2014

Thoughts

Sometimes I wonder what's wrong with me. I spent all my time thinking about suicide and all the negative stuff that I'm not allowed to think about. This thoughts made me happy and smile, I thought. Little did I know that they were killing me inside and left me craving for more.
When my family found out about it, they too were affected by it. Seeing this made me feel guilty but the thoughts didn't seem to stop.
The only person that did a thing was my cousin. She took down the depressing quotes on my bedroom's wall and pasted one which she wrote. This quote 'I have a great life and I treasure it', made me cry. I was moved by what she did. She made me realized that I must change my thoughts. I tried to change my thinking from then on.
Thanks cousin, without what you did, I might've been nothing. Maybe still dwelling on those thoughts but you made the first move. Thank you.