Many a times she questions herself to if it was an infatuation or is it truly love. She would easily tell you that it is love. Is it truly love? The answer has always been a mystery to her that she couldn't figure out. All she could think of is the enjoyable moments spent together. What about the moments not spent together?
Her way of thinking could be easy, hotness equates to love. Maybe. At the same time, she found out that when they didn't spend time together, she wouldn't think of him much. In fact, maybe not at all. This came in as a surprise to her but it wasn't to her surrounding mates. She continued with life just the way it is and enjoyed it to the fullest. Maybe it wasn't love but an infatuation, she thought...
As the days progressed on further, she realised that she didn't need him in her life. She seek for a closure and she couldn't find it. When she found out about his thoughts, she finally learnt that maybe that's all she needs. She went on and closed that chapter of her life. Though memorable and all written down in that very chapter, she didn't want to open it again.
She would never forget that period of time where she was on cloud nine caused by him only but she needed something else. She wouldn't want to hide anything from him nor did she want to cause any broken feelings. She desperately wants and need to stay contented and be grateful for what she has.
She has found her answer, it was just an infatuation all along. One that she has moved on from. She was glad that this was just a chapter of her life. Though there are many more to come, she isn't afraid of embracing them. It's what completes her storybook and fill it with meaning not just colours and words with no sense. She's one step closer to having a meaningful yet fulfilling life.
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