Monster inside of head

I was told 

Be a good girl

You became 

So vile and hostile

Towards me

I viewed the world 

The way you did

You said I was

Wrong 

But Guess what?

You are

You influenced

My train of thoughts

How I perceived 

You and the world

With your actions

Thank you 

For becoming a

Monster

For teaching me

To become one

Don't regret what

You've done 

One More Chance

She was often told

Life has no second chances 

She believed

It's different today

Where she lives

In a second chance

They said give your best

I did my best 

It wasn't good

Not enough for you 

AL•LA

People change

You changed

Maybe it was me

That became mean

It was interesting 

Not really intentional

It seems like the distance is already there and whatever between and used to be during those days of late nights because I can't sleep.

Bonds forged

Everything broken. It's just how surprising one day to the next, within 24 hours, everything we once had was gone. From friendship to nothing at all within seconds. Maybe it was just us putting expectations too high only to have it brought down with disappointments time and again. Broken bonds and nothing but us once again as strangers with memories.